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EMERGE

by Drew Mills

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If I Felt Something Was Wrong….You know you couldn’t tell me otherwise Cuz When You Feel Me With Your Eyes…I Know My Soul Never Lies And You Know That I’ve Been…….Alone….On a Hill I Just Can’t Take The Chill, Anymore, In My Head….Lover Change My Blues to Red Soul Lover Will You Give Me All I Need With Your Soul, Lover……Cuz I can Feel It When You Bleed You’re My Soul, Lover……And When I’m Feeling Dark and Gray I can Look to You to Get Me Through Another Day With Your Soul, Lover…….Yes With your Soul Of My Love You are a Part…….Like Blanket, Wrapped Around My Heart And it Melts My Icey Walls….That I Built….. And Always Seemed So Tall And You Know That I’ve Been…….Alone….On a Hill I Just Can’t Take The Chill, Anymore, In My Head….Lover Change My Blues to Red Soul Lover Will You Give Me All I Need With Your Soul, Lover……Cuz I can Feel It When You Bleed You’re My Soul Lover……And When I’m Feeling Dark and Gray I can Look to You to Get Me Through Another Day With Your Soul……….. Change My Blues to Red Soul Lover….Will You Give Me All I Need With Your Soul Lover……Cuz I can Feel It When You Bleed You’re My Soul Lover….Will You Give Me All I Need With Your Soul Lover……Cuz I can Feel It When You Bleed You’re My Soul Lover….Will You Give Me All I Need With Your Soul Lover……Cuz I can Feel It When You Bleed You’re My Soul Lover……And When I’m Feeling Dark and Gray I Can Look to You to Get Me Through Another Day With Your Soul……….. Heal Me….Heal Me with Your Soul….Yeah
2.
All My Tears ….Yesterday………..Float On By Reds and Greens, Blues I Feel…….But I Don’t Know Why Another Day, Another Way…To Get Through Within Me Lies….All The Answers ….Anyway And the River Flows Today And it Will Wash Away All of My Pain All of My Pain……. Just Another Color, Another Color Just Another Color, Another Shade of Life Can I Say…. I Really Know………The Reasons Why The Truth Behind… all the Anger…….Why I Cry Can’t Run Away, it Hurts to Say…….So Damn Old Claim Myself , Release my Precious…… Little Soul And the River Flows Today And it Will Wash Away All of My Pain All of My Pain……. Just Another Color, Another Color Just Another Color, Another Shade of Life All My Fears… Yesterday ……Float on By Blacks and Reds, Blues I Feel …..And I Know Why Another Day, Another Way…To Get Through Within Me Lies All The Answers ….Anyway And the River Flows Today And it Will Wash Away All of My Pain All of My Pain……. Just Another Color, Another Color Another Color, Another Shade of Life
3.
Lose My Mind 03:02
I Can See for a Million Miles…….. In Your Eyes Never Thought that I Could be so Certain Yet……Mesmerized Said I’m Gonna Lose My Mind I was Blindsided By Your Heart and I was…..Stunned to See That Even though you Truly Loved me Baby For Me……..You’d Set Me Free Said I’m Gonna Lose My Mind Said I’m Gonna Lose My Mind Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da Da You Allow Me to Stand Alone And……….. Together Too Lets All the Deepest Love I Have For You…….Shine Right Through Said I’m Gonna Lose My Mind Lose My Mind Lose My Mind Oh Lose My Mind Lose My Mind Lose My Mind
4.
Even Now 03:20
Even Now When I say Hello Never Know When You’re Gonna Up and Turn to Go Even You Always Used to Say You Never Thought Your Life Was Supposed To Be This Way….But I Reach Inside to Find the Truth But the Truth Has So Many Sides So I Look to You to Help Me Feel So Hard When Nothing to You is Real Even Now When I Talk to You All My Deepest Words and Thoughts Just Pass Right Through Strange How Things With Us Stand So Still Maybe I don’t Get it and Just Never Will ….But I Reach Inside to Find the Truth But the Truth Has So Many Sides So I Look to You to Help Me Feel So Hard When Nothing to You is Real When I Talk To you…. All My Words Just Pass Right Through… Even You Used To Say… You Never Thought Your Life Was Supposed to be This Way… Even Now When I say Hello Never Know When You’re Gonna Up and Turn to Go Even You Always Used to Say You Never Thought Your Life Was Supposed To Be This Way….But I Reach Inside to Find the Truth But the Truth Has So Many Sides So I Look to You to Help Me Feel So Hard When Nothing to You is Real Even Now…..
5.
I Shoulda Known, I Shoulda Known, I Shoulda Known, I Shoulda Known You See I’m Workin Every Night…..To Half Past Three And I’m Noticin My Woman…..Ain’t Been Home With Me I Shoulda Known, I Shoulda Known, I Shoulda Known, I Shoulda Known She Said I’m Goin to My Girlfriends…..Cuz She’s Had That Week And I’m Giving Her My Shoulder….So She can Weep I Shoulda Known, I Shoulda Known, I Shoulda Known, I Shoulda Known Then One Night I’m Walking Home….And I’m Thinkin that I saw Her With Nate Tyrone But I Keep In My Direction…..to Turn Down My Street with My Shuffling Feet I Shoulda Known, I Shoulda Known, I Shoulda Known, I Shoulda Known Walk into My Place……. and I See That Things were Taken And It’s Obvious to See…Someone Else is Gettin Bacon….and it Ain’t Me I Shoulda Known, I Shoulda Known, I Shoulda Known, I Shoulda Known
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My Hurricane 03:19
Why Must I Always Have to Justify Just to Live and Breath From Day to Day Those Drenched in Full Hypocrisy Take No Responsibility for how they Play Thought I could Find an Island Half a World Away Would it be Enough to Walk Away It Starts to Build Inside My Head, Can’t Control What I may Dread Just Fuck Them All and I’ll Stay True Sucked Backed In My Hurricane….Again, Again…..Sucked Back In My Hurricane Now Only Expect Reciprocated ILL Advise…..Based on What’s Better for Their Cause Disappointment the Normal Day to Day Revise…….Yet I’m the One Breaking The Laws? It’s me or Them I Must Stay Sane….Energy Wasted in Vain When Will My Storm Begin to Wain I got Sucked Back in My Hurricane Again, Again Sucked Back in This Hurricane….Again, Again, Again, Again Eye For Eye, Tooth for Tooth Dollar For Dollar Truth For Truth Remember Me I Remember You….How’d you Lose Sight of What’s True And No Great Spin Can Change What’s Real Upend Much Faith in How I Feel Yet Then Can Send Me Down That Lane Fucked Up In My Hurricane Again, Again I get Sucked Back in My Hurricane Again, Again, Again Sucked Back in My Hurricane Again, Again I get Sucked Back in My Hurricane Again, Again, Again, Again
7.
You Only See Things One Way Heads Like A Block Of Cement Can’t Seem to Chip It Away I was Enjoying My Life, Diggin My Wife And Then You Had to Get Involved And then You Thought You were Right Fresh On the Scene…You thought You Had The Story All Down Never Bothered To Heed What I Had Found You Should Know Enough To Know Who I am I Haven’t Been Asleep…I’m A Depp Intelligent Man Bringin Me Down Once Again………..You Know That You Are You’re Bringin Me Down……………Bringin Me Down You’re Bringin Me Down Once Again You’re Bringin Me Down Just Plain Tripping Forgotten What You Know is True I really Never Thought I’d Ever See That Day With You Walkin Around….Thinkin You’re the Talk of the Town Can’t Even Fit That Head Through the Door Yet You Want More Point You’re Finger at Me Ain’t Doin Me a Favor How Do You Explain Your Asinine Behavior Promise One Thing Even Though You Do Another Can I be Proud Enough to Think Enough to Call You Brother Bringin Me Down Once Again………..You Know That You Are You’re Bringin Me Down……………Bringin Me Down You’re Bringin Me Down Once Again You’re Bringin Me Down Yes I’m Alive and Breathin………I’m Trustin Then Disbelievin Whether I’m Near or Far…..You Know I’ll Take More Than That to Break Bringin Me Down Once Again………..You Know That You Are Bringin Me Down Once Again Bringin Me Down Once Again………..You Know That You Are Bringin Me Down Once Again Bringin Me Down Once Again………..You Know That You Are Bringin Me Down Once Again Bringin Me Down Once Again………..You Know That You Are Bringin Me Down Once Again
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Emerge 01:24
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So Simple 02:57
So Sim-ple ….Why Can’t you Live it.. So Sim-ple So Sim-ple…..Why Can’t Give it…. So Sim-ple So you thought you knew me so well…. Then used to manipulate me But you were wrong again Bet you never saw me coming…….No…NO Just so Predictable And I Was Already 10 Steps Ahead of You Yeah You Were Wrong Again… Bet ya Never Saw me Coming……………………Don’t you ever underestimate me. So Sim-ple ….Why Can’t you Live it.. So Sim-ple So Sim-ple…Why Can’t Give it…. So Sim-ple A Perfect Painting Makes You But Really Deep Inside they hate you Your plan was flawed again….. And Everybody Saw You Coming ………………No Secret there To Me I told You So Sim-ple ….Why Can’t you Live it.. So Sim-ple So Sim-ple…Why Can’t Give it…. So Sim-ple Just Like You Always try to Tell Them You Are More Than Special Try To Convince Yourself But….. Your Crumbling Façade You Prop Up With Much Less Than Substance Thin Veiled Attempt To Play Your Part…. Ooooo Less than Authentic You Know And Everything is Always For Show Yeah You Are Flawed Again… And Everybody Sees You Coming…………..Don’t You Ever Underestimate Them So Sim-ple ….Why Can’t you Live it.. 2X So Sim-ple So Sim-ple…Why Can’t Give it…. So Sim-ple
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You Can Talk… to me… Say everything I ever wanted to hear you say... Speak…. to me…. Don’t talk.. let your body say everything… Ooo , Ooo Give in to me.. Ooo, Ooo Give in to me in All Ways.. Give in to me.. Touch me as we lie next to each other and then.. See me for everything I am and all you can be Let being together say everything Ooo , Ooo Give in to me.. Ooo , Ooo Give in to me in All Ways Give in to me.. I just can’t stop falling down… Because of you What I need… and it’s real Inside more than all of you to give we two Pick us up …let it go I just can’t stop falling down… all over you Is it all gone now? That black corner you could never seem to light? Do you want all of me now? Is your Desire on Fire and All That I Need and All That I Want? Ooo , Ooo Give in to me.. Ooo , Ooo Give in to me in All Ways Give in to me.. I just can’t stop falling down… all over you What I need… and it’s real Inside more than all of you to give we two Pick us up … let it go I just can’t fall down for you
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about

These songs are a collection of songs that I have written along the way on my journey through this life. Nik and I hand-picked them (some of which either I or we reworked and in one case wrote right on the spot “I Shoulda Known”) to best represent the complete body of my musical work from the beginning of my song writing endeavors until now.

It is important to point out that there is no way these songs would be the songs as you hear them on this album without the superb production work of Nik Chinboukas as well as the sincere and honest heart, soul and style given of every musician that was kind enough to give their time to be a part of this project. Nik, Lucia, Twan, Chris, Gus, Alex, Matt, Mike, Paulie, David, Harvey, Rubin, Kylee and Dan…..Cheers to all of you!! I simply cannot put into words how grateful I am for all of you. Thank you so much.

credits

released June 22, 2022

PRODUCED BY NIK CHINBOUKAS

Special Thanks to Pete Benjamin at Spin Studios for the amazing studio to work in, Mick James of Beneath the Sun Studios for his help with the project and his studio, Ed Cosentino for freezing his ass of with me to snap that cover photo, Dina Regine for pushing me to get out in that snowstorm and take pictures at the train station and her fantastic photos, David Shenton for his "Even Now -Piano Postlude" interpretation piece out of "Even Now" that we just HAD to include it was so good, and Glenn Jenkinson for his super tight job on the graphics and visual presentation of the album..Love ya brother.
Very Special Thanks to one of the most talented producers and musicians I know and that one could ever hope to work with. Your ability to recognize exactly where I am going musically at any given moment and help me convey that in an even more accessible way is simply stunning. Love you brother.
Super Special Thanks to my wife Betty, my entire family (immediate and extended) and everyone of my friends "The Group" included, for their undying support of all that I am and what I do and who make it possible for me to be an artist and release this record.
This record is dedicated to two musicians who I love and that we sadly have lost, Marc Salsedo and Ed Szigethy. You will both always be present in my heart, my thoughts and my music.
We are all one and forever connected to one another. Love and respect each other always.

RECORDED AT SPIN STUDIOS, LIC, NY
*So Simple, Give in to Me and Even Now also partially recorded at BENEATH THE SUN STUDIOS, Hicksville, NY by Mick James
ENGINEERED AND MIXED BY NIK CHINBOUKAS
ASSISTED BY PAUL SUAREZ AND YOSIMAR GOMEZ
MASTERED BY ROGER LIAN

Copyright 2022 Cerebral Shag Music

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